“I had to get over [him]. For months now, a stone had been sitting on my heart. I'd shed a lot of tears over [him], lost a lot of sleep, eaten a lot of cake batter. Somehow, I had to move on. [Life] would be hell if I didn't shake loose from the grip he had on my heart. I most definitely didn't want to keep feeling this way, alone in a love affair meant for two. Even if he'd felt like The One. Even if I'd always thought we'd end up together. Even if he still had a choke chain on my heart.”
“But that afternoon he asked himself, with his infinite capacity for illusion, if such pitiless indifference might not be a subterfuge for hiding the torments of love.”
only 2 more lbs!!
taking tranks cuz of Vday, started Sunday, 1 S, 2 Monday, none so far today
45 min yoga w/milan
making french onion soup
pecan sandie, smoothie, 1 piece bread w/pb
run 4 miles creek trail w/ janet
downtown w/ martine 1.5 mile walk (from postalmate to library and back)
gelato, long walk
sigh
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